i dont know who sees this...

i live my life in relative peace i suppose. but there are moments (several daily) when ill read an article in a publication or catch a glimpse of a news article on tv; and this sort of inflamed sense of empathy -i say inflamed because its violent and crushing; turbulent-. i feel as if all of the sorrow of the world is coursing through my viens and i weep like a child who has been left behind and alone. i sense a gutteral moan, a resignation in the air. even the plants feel sad. the air is thick with woe. i wonder how much is this is my own reflective feeling manifest and how much of this is legitimately real and flowing through a modality/ existance/ pheonamena in danger of collapse , under the wieght of such tremendous abuse and general apathy of its inhabitants.... im starting to feel as if im going to implode i feel paralyzed by this sadness. does anyone else feel like this?.
and is this perhaps a way for the psychic pain of the universe to recycle? are we or could we be conduits for these feelings?

help!