Consciousness

I consider this as a nice entry post where i will, thru my findings and point of view, interduce my self without any unimportant life history and details. This is an ongoing process of awakening consciousness and deeper understanding of my self and there for everything else.
Thru my life long observations and awareness I would say that consciousness is a middle view point from a specific live form, a being. That being is in a sense limited by fractal and dimension of the body it impersonated, and simultaneously acts from it. That middle view point of awareness I call Ego, as the real meaning of latin word ”Ego” is ”I”. But our awareness is divided, in consciousness, subconsciousness and environment. This is what we perceive living in this form.
It took me years till I figured out this trinity nature of awareness, the role of subconscious, conscious and environmental mind. As from which I understand that subconsciousness is connected with and acting from the unity, oneness, God, what ever you wish to call it, and consciousness is a massager in-between subconsciousness and environment. In other words, our life is an act of subconscious intention acting thru the filters of fractal and dimensional impersonated consciousness reflecting its environment. So the saying ”what you think is what you are”, and ”beware what you wish for”, gets a completely clear massage, because it really is that your thoughts create your experience in life, in all materialistic, energy and soul levels.
Let me explain a bit further how I understand environment. My ayahuasca driven experience of oneness triggered me to try and connect the environment as a part of me, rather then as everyone perceives something separate from us. If we are truly one, then our environment should be a part of it too. But we don't perceive that way because it is just a tiny reflection of our subconsciousness formed in matter. And matter is just 0,00001 % of what is around us and in us. Not just that it is that tiny fragment, but it is showing us a reflection of our mind, reversed picture completely filled with metaphoric meaning. This is how Egyptians perceived the world, and it is most true way. Everyone has a different meaning for everything, so how can there be just one truth, because everything is true.
There is one more thing I would like you to consider, as while I was thinking about the whole trinity of awareness I realized the importance of the direction from which you as a being act. By the education system, religion and culture for thousands of years we have been misled to react considering the environment (as something separate), where we are constantly trying to accomodate everyone around us at the expense of ourselves. And this is completely oposite of how our nature acts, as it is acting from within us thru us to the environment. So it is our heart that is our connection with oneness, that is communicating and acting thru our conscious brain to the environment, from which we learn. In order to experience life in this form we have to ACT, not REACT.
It is a bit hard for me to write this down in English, as it is not my first language, but I hope that if nothing else I triggered your imagination at least. Upcoming posts will be further exploration of my sacred life experiences.
In Lak'ech